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You don't drink because of peer pressure, you drink because everything is shit.

drinking is shit too

That's because everything is shit, but the perceived magnitude of overall shittiness can be drastically reduced by the intake of large quantities of alcohol.

IKTF
I don't drink because my dad is an alcoholic. I would like to drink possibly when I end it as a last action.

I can never adapt to the taste of alcohol because I guess I'm "just a pussy" and need to "man up". Cigarettes are worthless, I smoke weed though.

but it is true that most people start drinking or smoking because of peer pressure.
You never start drinking or smoking on your own unless out of curiosity.

The only positive thing that came out of me not ever having any friends is never picking up that habit of smoking, and not getting into trouble due to peer pressure.

>tfw i had a job as a silver wrapper

It was the greatest job i ever had. I just sat on my ass wrapping silverware for 8 hours. I just escaped into my head for 8 hours while i was wrapping silverware.

I also stared at the hot restaurant waitresses

ah shit i posted this in the wrong place^