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Is your police force at least trigger happy? Run at them with a knife screaming.

>tfw scared to attempt such a thing because I may be injured non-fatally and imprisoned

You can easily make a gun, the problem is ammo, since if you make it yourself you can't test it, so it will probably fail.
This implying that you can't legally buu ammunitions.
Btw, use cyanide. Easy to get, failproof. A bit painful I suppose but fuck that, it's your last pain.

Get a knife and slit your wrists.

Careful though, you could actually harm yourself.

#YOLO

Black Market Reloaded or any other reliable vendor you can find on the Deep Web. Chances of getting caught are smaller than you might think. People do it all the time.

Is it Australia you live in? I know there is a BMR vendor located here. I haven't used it myself but on the forum a lot of people were saying its reliable.