I can't communicate with other human beings. I have a fear of being criticized by people. I am afraid of people.
Being a recluse who has been in seclusion since 2001 has affected by language skills as well and my memory. I can't even recall what words to use in speech anymore and forgot some grammatical rules, because i forgot how to speak.
Anonymous1 month, 3 weeks ago
Was this due to an event that occurred in 2001?
Anonymous1 month, 3 weeks ago
And also OP, If you fear criticizing so much, you must know that, people behind a screen and keyboard, they really are much more worse, and much more brave. People outside aren't nearly as mean. To your face anyway.
Anonymous1 month, 3 weeks ago
The deteriorating language skills and social skills sounds like autism. I'm on the same boat.
Long story short: only a true loser could perceive himself to be as such.