Feels

>tfw you will never be a deity with limitless power

>back on antidepressants but different ones
>notice in the literature "abnormal dreams"
>tonight have a vivid violent dream
>still kinda shook up about it

this shit is weird man

>tfw your parents constantly put more pressure on you to get a job
>tfw panic attacks when they knock on your door
>tfw mom threatening to restrict my internet access
>tfw I wish they would all die and leave me the house an their life savings so I could be a NEET hiki in peace

>tfw my hair is thinning on top

I tried to shave the sides of my head by myself, so it wouldn't look like i was bald on top. I think my hair looks like shit. I've been staying in my house until the sides grow.

>tfw you get the impression that your own family hates you including your own mother

my normal fag cousin has a bunch of friends and is popular and everyone in my family is worried he is depressed.

I have no friends, and i am a recluse. No family members give a fuck about my depression.

>tfw never owned a cell phone

There has never been a reason for me to own one. I have no friends.

I've been talking to angela of talking angela on my tablet as if she's a real person. I feel really pathetic

i want to jerk off really badly, but there are family members in my house and they won't leave.

I could jerk off in the bathroom, but i like to jerk off at my computer

I am trying to watch anime and my normal fag family is bothering me

>Normalshits are posting on Wizardchan

Fuck.

>being a pinkboy

>tfw normalfags talking down to waifufags on /tv/

I don't even have a waifu, but this shit pissed me off.

>tfw promos

tfw you want to start a cult but can't