Feels

My apartment is my coffin

tfw rectal prolapse

>tfw want to keep drinking
>alcohol costs money
>have to wake up at 6AM for wage slavery
>etc shitty feels
feel

>Tfw you were happy as a kid and you will be that happy again

>tfw you had a feel to post earlier but now you forgot what it was

>tfw no friends
>tfw no education
>tfw no future
>tfw achieved nothing
>tfw no skills
>tfw no one loves you
>tfw slowly dying
>tfw balding
>tfw short
>tfw small penis
>tfw skinny
>tfw unathletic
>tfw dirty teeth
>tfw no beard
>tfw socially awkward
>tfw scared of leaving the house

kill me

It feels like life if going too fast and I'm only 22 and do nothing.
This sensation will only get exponentially worse as I get older, especially if I get [can afford] more hobbies.
Any suffering or success I have in this flash of life might as well never even existed.

>tfw making a dubs thread on /mu/ for momentary happiness

tfw going to shower for the first time in 2 weeks because of therapy

>tfw urge to run off and die in the woods somewhere rising

>tfw haven't masturbated in 3 days and still have no urge to

>tfw want to go Urban Explorering but no friends

>tfw it's been windy as hell for the past month
I hate the wind so much

>Tfw have the means to kill myself now

>tfw no gf