Feels

>tfw you vividly, clearly remember those children's books being called "The Berenstein Bears" yet now information online and indeed the covers of ancient books I dug out of a box spell it "Berenstain"

I...I just don't know any more. Are my vivid memories really completely wrong? Has reality shifted? I feel so strange whenever I look at that "a".

>tfw there are always gnats or something on my computer screen

my light burnt out, so the only light that is being emitted is my computer screen. It attracts all the fucking gnats.

I would rather be alone for the rest of my life than have a gf

>tfw fapping to japanese woman washing her adult stepson's P E N I S

tfw suggin on a benis ;-DDD

>tfw you superglued your butt closed

hopefully it killz me

>tfw you are watching anime and someone enters your room and looks at you like you a child

>tfw no big strong wizardchan bf who would let me snuggle into his chest and stroke my hair while we watched anime together

>tfw you walk with your head down and avoid eye contact when you out in public

Being friendless and reclusive for so long has made me extremely self-conscious, and paranoid.

>tfw I tried to redpill my dad and now he and my mom think I'm a Nazi

/pol/ ruined my life

NOBODY EVER RESPONDS TO MY FUCKING POSTS

>tfw staring into my own eyes when fapping in front of my bathroom mirror

Today I end my life.

My mother and father passed away 2 years ago in a car crash (drunk teenager drove into my parents and killed them, but died themselves in turn). I was hospitalized in a mental institution and forcibly given drugs.
I was at the doctor and just found out I have prostate cancer.

Better to be dead and without feelings than to be alive and experience pain.

tfw YOLO

>tfw while younger told myself even if I'm ugly at least my eyes are symmetrical
>tfw you find out years later one eye has always been noticeably lower
>all those times talking to people while their eyes dart from left to right they've actually been examining my ugly eyes
truly the worst feeling