Feels

I want

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>tfw internet lags and I triple post my feel

>tfw i'm literally monkeyman

Why couldn't I have been white? I would likely still be an autistic NEET, but the fact that I'm BLACK on top of being overweight, ugly, social retard etc just sucks

>tfw i'm literally monkeyman

Why couldn't I have been white? I would likely still be an autistic NEET, but the fact that I'm BLACK on top of being overweight, ugly, social retard etc just sucks

>tfw i'm literally monkeyman

Why couldn't I have been white? I would likely still be an autistic NEET, but the fact that I'm BLACK on top of being overweight, ugly, social retard etc just sucks

>another saturday spent alone in a small room
>hard liquor and feels are the only things keeping me company as so many nights before
>going to cry myself to sleep soon

i do not feel happy, i do not feel sad i just feel content.
just meh.
is this what depression is like? i never ends.

>tfw checking my obviously receding hairline every morning in the mirror telling myself that it was the same a year ago and worrying about how I will become unattractive while already being a skinnyfat autistic hunchback

>tfw no friends
Hollow. Kind of.

>Tfw want to have a source of income and maybe even work, but sitting on welfare would be a lot more pleasant.
But it isn't even necessarily that I don't "want" to work, if I were to live in a commune, then I'd already be more fulfilled.

>tfw wake up after night of heavy drinking
>have vague memories of all the stupid posts and chimping out I did
every time, feels bad

>tfw when the pressure is so high I just wanna keep hitting myself in the face until I bash my head in

>tfw a girl will never spread her bootyhole and let me bust a nut inside

>tfw no bud to jizz on some figurines with