Feels

>tfw I utterly fucking despise myself for being a pathetic weak piece of shit who keeps screwing up and whose pathetic newborn ass should have been thrown in the fucking dumpster avoiding all the years of being a fucking parasite

>tfw don't even like stuff most wizards like such as anime and vidya
>tfw no hobbies at all and just refresh the same webpages over and over
>tfw slowly aging and dying

>fucking got banned again

>tfw the pain will never stop

>tfw I'll never be Zion. T

>tfw lots of projects and ideas for projects blossoming but denying them because internet will be cut off soon, and the only reasonable thing is hoarding documents about this

>tfw the only thing keeping you from killing yourself is the fact that dead people can't play video games and eat tasty food

>tfw the hairs growing out of my nutsack are golden but everything else is dark brown

>tfw scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared scared but not allowed to show it outside.

feelio when complete sexual deviant

even if by some miracle a female ever took interest in me I would drive her away after telling her I want to smell her anus and thighfuck her

>tfw 3 more months of autism bux and nothing to show for it

prob just gonna end it june 1st

>tfw when job

>tfw replying to a feel on page 56

>tfw cut self under nail
>tfw finals coming up
>tfw writings gonna be a bitch

>tfw no machine that creates potato knishes