>tfw at a certain age i'll probably have no choice but to end my life because i'll be too old to have a worthwhile existence.
I won't be able to get a girl worthy of fucking to fuck me. it will be too late. I'll probably still be living with my mom, and i want to be spared of that humiliation.
No matter how bad you fuck up, or mistakes you've made during the year, your life, your eternity. You're always allowed to be better. You're always allowed to grow up. If you want.