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HEYYYYY YAAAAAA

>tfw i don't give a heck about anything anymore
>i just want to start my journey on the path of welfare/neetbux and live as a recluse until heart failure
>please just let me salvage the few scraps of joy remaining in my pitiful existence

>The poster from Boozerland, please go back to OP and tell me where this land is.

I can't communicate with other human beings. I have a fear of being criticized by people. I am afraid of people.

Being a recluse who has been in seclusion since 2001 has affected by language skills as well and my memory. I can't even recall what words to use in speech anymore and forgot some grammatical rules, because i forgot how to speak.

>tfw I appear to be uninterested in getting to know people
I really am uninterested. I hate people especially old women, children and males of any age.
The people i'll chat with are cute girls because I want a female companion. That's the only human friend i want.
I want a cute girl to cuddle with and to watch pixar movies with. That would be heaven

>be in 4th grade
>called into the office for an essay i wrote about the world being doomed to failure and how i would blow it up with a nuke

This was before columbine, so they didn't take it that seriously. They just called my mom to warn her that he had disturbing thoughts.

Tfw no jewish gf

>tfw applying for person with disability tomorrow
>have to write 3 paragraphs describing my disability and how it affects my life

"i become very depressed when I have to do anything at all, and consider suicide as an alternative to doing things like getting off the computer and going outside"

what do i even write

>giving a heck

dont give a heck

I'm dead inside

You Sir, are and normie :)

>tfw banned by Chadmin for being pedosexual

>fapping doesn't even feel good
>can't stop doing it

FUCK YES